As I sat there in silence drinking in the intriguing chatter
They judged me to be judgy
As my face does not rest in smiles and laughter
They judged me to be judgy
I stutter responses as my thoughts scatter
So I keep to myself
In my place in the rafters
So I keep to myself
Surrounded by empty cans and candy wrappers
They judged me to be judgy
Little do they know how much that matters
And I can’t wipe it clean
I know my worth
But that’s not who I see
How can my body
God loves so much
Not be the one
you yearn to touch?
Day after day
I fight an urge
To mar the image
The painful surge
It’s the easiest way to turn off
The voices in my head
Makes my mind go numb
And my thoughts go dead
A way to stop the torment
Of constant stress and strife
Forgetting responsibility
Pressing pause on life
But to turn off the bad
You turn off the good
For love needs pain
My mind understood
It hurts
Please don't make me stay
I just need pain relief
Even for one day
I cry
I'm not strong enough
For the valley ahead
There's more pain than love
Fix me
I'm much too broken
To be light in this world
I'm much too broken
My hands stood still
Breath caught in my throat
I didn’t know
She won’t listen
Oh I’m too young
Excuses. Excuses.
Why didn’t I?
Use my small voice
Are you ok?
They judged me to be judgy As I sat there in silence drinking in the intriguing chatter They judged me to be judgy As my face does not re...
